Santa!!

Regen isn't afraid of Santa this year. I bet next year she will scream. I am just glad Graham got to see this.
She thinks she is a big girl and can eat people food, even though she gags on her baby food, she hates it.

Oh yeah, she likes to eat daddy too. She acts all cute and will put her hand on your face gently and then smile and then she goes in for the kill. It is creepy.

She looks like his little elf.

4 MONTHS!!!

Here are the 4 months of Regen!!

My tribute to my HERO!!

This is for my soldier, my hero, my love, Graham. He is such an amazing human being full of so much life and love. He is a wonderful father and an even more wonderful husband. I don't give him much credit and get on his back a lot, but he is truly amazing. I am really starting to feel the effects of sadness and anger that he is leaving in less than 2 months. I don't know how I am going to get through this with him gone. And I don't know what I would do if something happened to him. He is the air I breath, my life, my everything. I love you munch butt!! You are my only hero forever and always.

Graham's Blog

http://peepstone.blogspot.com/ You can find it there. He has had it for a few years and basically adds things he finds interesting or writes articles on there. He is very eccentric in his views, but means well. He is very educated and likes to discuss his views so feel free to comment.

TAG!!!

Alright, I am finally doing the tagged thing. It is 11:21 at night...what the heck am I doing awake. Oh well I don't have work tomorrow. Not sure how this tag thing works, I don't feel like hitting the back button and looking. I think you just post weird facts about yourself.

1. Ummmmm....I am addicted to MTV, VH1 reality shows, America's next top model. Basically any reality shows. My life is so boring I pretend I am famous like them or am a model. I call it my minsless entertainment. My mind NEVER NEVER stops and when I watch those shows I am not learning or thinking and my mind is finally at ease.

2. I totally have OCD over the dumbest things. For instance, when I walk up the stairs to my room the bathroom is right there. (In my house) The door to the bathroom has to be open so I can see behind me. Then when I get in my room I have to side step and then shut the door. My back cant be to the door. I have to say good night to my dolls or they might attack me in my sleep. I cant use the same towel. I always have a new towel, and ask my mom...THAT IS A LOT OF TOWELS. I use to think that if I smelled something fattening I would get the calories and if I ate something fattening and breathed out really hard I could breath out the calories. Sometimes I get the urge to do something stupid...like spit when I talk and if I dont get a good spit when I say the word, I do it again. OH MAN I AM INSANE!!!!

3. Sometimes I am mean to Graham. I feel bad about myself so I will be mean to him to feel better. He lets me do it and then I feel really bad. I need to stop that.

4. My daughter has over 30 bows for her hair and in every size and color. I can't stop buying them. She always has to have a bow in her hair. I am obsessed.

5.I can't think of anything else. I am pretty boring with just weird quirks. Oh I have about 5 girl names and 5 boy names picked out. I cant decide which ones I want so I thnk I just need to have 10 more kids.

Its been awhile!!

Oh yeah I went there, I went BROWN!!
We finally moved out YEAH!!! I can't find the battery charger for my camera so I cant take pictures of our place. It isnt really put together though. It is a 2 bedroom 2 bath apartment on the bottom floor. It has a washer and dryer and a dishwasher. It is pretty big and we like it so far. The worst part about being out on our own is cooking. I HATE COOKING and I suck at it. I get an anxiety attack just thinking about going to the grocery store. I took a bunch of cookbooks to work to write down recipes and as soon as I opened it I got that dreadful feeling, like you are studying for an exam so I put them away.



Anyways, I will try and post some pictures that are new. I need to get a new charger and then I can update this better.

Halloween!!!

This is so precious..Graham is taking Regen around the cake walk...SHE WON!

All of us at the ward Halloween Party!!

She couldn't stop looking at her nose!

Mommy kitty and baby kitty!

Her 1st halloween!!

Blessing Day!

She is so cute!!!

Her adorable dress I got for 10.00!

Mommy

Daddy

Mommy and Daddy

Grandma and Grandpa

This is Regens Grandpa and Grandma (Grahams dad and step-mom)

A day with dad

Regen loves her daddy!! Whenever she looks at him she cracks a HUGE grin.

Goofy parents!!

Graham died after a long day of work! Poor guy!

Look, my 2 month old is threatning me. She has her hand fisted telling me if I get any closer I am going to get it.

We were cold!!

This is our, "We are awesome" faces!

A day at Grandmas

That is Graham's sister, Summer on the left. Doesn't she look just like Graham??

This is a 4 generation picture. Regen, Graham, Grahams mom(Cheryl) and Grahams Grandma ( Coco). Pretty awesome!

This was the first time I ever shot a gun. It was so scary to pull the trigger. It took me a good 5 minutes before I got the nerve to do it. When I finally did, it wasnt so bad and I had the best time. I want to get a 9mm and go to the shooting range. I got to protect myself and Regen while Graham is deployed.

This is Mark, Graham's step-dad. He was showing me how to shoot a gun.

Playing with her toys

Circle time. I might be biased but I think she is the prettiest baby ever.

Being a big girl playing in the circle. She is so little in there we have to put a blanket behind her for support, but she loves it.

The picture is a little fuzzy, but I couldn't resist. I think she is going to be a boxer, she always has her dukes up.

This is her "BUMBO" seat. It helps flat butt babies sit. She loves it and mommy loves it more because she can actually get stuff done and Regen thinks she is being held.

CHEESE!!

I go shopping at this used children's store and find the cutest outfits. I got this one for 2.50. She was so happy about it she gave me the cutest grin. You would never know she got 4 shots an hour earlier.

This is how daddy plays with Regen. He got the robot to feed her her bottle. I ran into the other room to get the camcord and all I heard was a, "BUUUUUURRRP." I come back and the I guess the robot took the bottle out of her mouth when he was empty leaned back and burped. AND I MISSED IT!! I would of sent that in to America's funniest home video.

Robot Nanny to the rescue

The robot fell on her once, poor baby!

He is totally proud of himself!